WOW, so much has changed and well I am moving on for the better and leaving the drama and negative in the PAST because no one can move forward looking backwards.
- I am TIRED of the LIES
- I am TIRED of the EXCUSES
- I am TIRED of the BLAME
- I am TIRED of STORIES
- I am TIRED of the ABUSE
- I am TIRED of being USED
- I am TIRED
- I am Over THE FAKE FRIENDS
- I am Over THE FAKE FAMILY
- I am OVER THE DRAMA
Since the start of 2022 and the changes that have happened that I did not even cause I have lost out of many things and learned many things that I should have seen coming a mile away. Over time people came up with more and more reasons why they couldn't and more and more reason why I was supposedly the bad guy, although I'd done nothing but try to help. Over time I gave up and started distancing myself from everyone and everything. I talked to my family that I knew was always going to be there because they've well been my go to family since I left Massachusetts. I'm 33 years old and don't like nor want drama in my life I avoid it at all costs, mainly because I'm on to bigger and better things. I want to better myself both physically and mentally to be a better mother, a better partner and step parent. I try to do what's best for everyone my children in both Massachusetts and Maine. I've slowly been distancing myself around those I am near in fear of what has always happened in the past. I'm tired of it because in the end I'm not the only one getting hurt but my own children are as well. It's time to end the suffering for them, but to show them a warm and loving environment and if that isn't what people will help me do then they can keep on walking because I will not tolerate the abuse of the mind games played.
***This is by no means a stab or jab at anyone if you feel that I'm truly sorry I'm venting how I am currently feeling and no this isn't hormones running wild, this is straight up how I feel and what my children see as they're old enough to start seeing patterns and changes.***
***This is by no means a stab or jab at anyone if you feel that I'm truly sorry I'm venting how I am currently feeling and no this isn't hormones running wild, this is straight up how I feel and what my children see as they're old enough to start seeing patterns and changes.***
So as the days go on that turn into months, we shall see what happens in life... on to bigger and better things... for now this post is over. I'm just done plan tired of it. Keep watching few new things that have happened in my life I'll share shortly.
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